wowwwww its been such a long and tiring week man. seriously sch is like draining and im trying to keep up but i dont think im trying hard enough haha. decided to make more of an effort and so yeahhhh will be trying to stay back in sch and mug! woohoo :)
alot of really great thingshave been happening right at the time i was feeling kinda discouraged and i know its God helping me out and its just so great that He is always there to support me and give me strength when i feel all at sea with life and sch and everything in general. i was kinda thinking of the after life during the sermon today, and i guess it was kinda an uncomfortable sermon because its so abstract and i guess its something we dont like to think about, and i did feel abit wierd la just thinking abt the end times and all, and i realised its like i really cant imagine what it will be like to be in heaven, its just really difficult to comprehend, and i dunno... its like what are we gonna DO for all eternity man... i dunno la sometimes i wonder if ill be bored but i guess all these stuff are just my human mind trying to comprehend the incomprehensible so i decided to just live my life and walk with Him the best i can and whatever happens after is all safety in the hands of He who loves me and so there is nothing to worry about :)
im so glad to see yc growing and its wonderful to see what God in doing in the youth of our church considering that only 6 years ago there was nothing and youth were just leaving the church because they did not have a place in it, and now we have our own youth church! so tts really great and im so happy that im at a place where God has allowed His blessings to flow and where the leadership seeks after Him, and its like i cant help but think of how much He has blessed me with, all my life i have had all i need and i got into the schools i wanted to get into, and im living the life i mapped out for myself when i was 12 and i am really healthy and even my church is a great one and its like woah i dont deserve any of this at all! and i guess grace is so hard to understand sometimes but its really something amazing that GOd has shown to me time and time again, and that is why i want those around me to know Him too, and when jo's friend accepted Christ on sat i was just soso happy for her and i cant wait till the day i can see my friends turn to Him as well
anyway daddy is going to bangalore this week so i get to drive his car! haha qt scary tho cos of the indan motorcyclist thing and i got summon! haha. cos i forgot to put cashcard for erp :s sian! haha. but yeah ill try to be safe and pray that God will guide me as i drive :)
i have decided to try and get over something and its kinda hard but i guess it has to be done and no amount of dreaming is going to change anything so thats that yeah. hmm anyway nxt week of sch is gonna be so much more slack! yay. haha as in. we get to go to sch at 930 instead of 830!!!! wow amazing but true haha. den after tt its egypt yay :)
i wanna go and volunteer for soemthing, do something to pay back what God has given to me but i cant find anything! you would think that charity organizations would reply pple when they tr to volunteer right, but nooooooo. i havent got any replies yet from the few i inquired about! rawr. any one has any suggestions? yeah i think this is something i really wanna do! cos sometimes i feel like in med we are all in this little bubble of privilige and its so easy to lose sight of the greater society around us and i dont want to become inward looking and selfish because i know its so easy to just compare myself with those around me but yet they are just a microcosm of society at large and thats really a danger. and i know im spoilt and pampered and i dont deny that its hard for me but thats just it right? when its hard for you it means that the rot is starting so i really wanna learn to love more NOW! was thinking about how i can love those around me more and i guess i came to the conclusion that love takes practise so yeahh. will try harder! hehs. ok a very long post! but thats all! :)
alot of really great thingshave been happening right at the time i was feeling kinda discouraged and i know its God helping me out and its just so great that He is always there to support me and give me strength when i feel all at sea with life and sch and everything in general. i was kinda thinking of the after life during the sermon today, and i guess it was kinda an uncomfortable sermon because its so abstract and i guess its something we dont like to think about, and i did feel abit wierd la just thinking abt the end times and all, and i realised its like i really cant imagine what it will be like to be in heaven, its just really difficult to comprehend, and i dunno... its like what are we gonna DO for all eternity man... i dunno la sometimes i wonder if ill be bored but i guess all these stuff are just my human mind trying to comprehend the incomprehensible so i decided to just live my life and walk with Him the best i can and whatever happens after is all safety in the hands of He who loves me and so there is nothing to worry about :)
im so glad to see yc growing and its wonderful to see what God in doing in the youth of our church considering that only 6 years ago there was nothing and youth were just leaving the church because they did not have a place in it, and now we have our own youth church! so tts really great and im so happy that im at a place where God has allowed His blessings to flow and where the leadership seeks after Him, and its like i cant help but think of how much He has blessed me with, all my life i have had all i need and i got into the schools i wanted to get into, and im living the life i mapped out for myself when i was 12 and i am really healthy and even my church is a great one and its like woah i dont deserve any of this at all! and i guess grace is so hard to understand sometimes but its really something amazing that GOd has shown to me time and time again, and that is why i want those around me to know Him too, and when jo's friend accepted Christ on sat i was just soso happy for her and i cant wait till the day i can see my friends turn to Him as well
anyway daddy is going to bangalore this week so i get to drive his car! haha qt scary tho cos of the indan motorcyclist thing and i got summon! haha. cos i forgot to put cashcard for erp :s sian! haha. but yeah ill try to be safe and pray that God will guide me as i drive :)
i have decided to try and get over something and its kinda hard but i guess it has to be done and no amount of dreaming is going to change anything so thats that yeah. hmm anyway nxt week of sch is gonna be so much more slack! yay. haha as in. we get to go to sch at 930 instead of 830!!!! wow amazing but true haha. den after tt its egypt yay :)
i wanna go and volunteer for soemthing, do something to pay back what God has given to me but i cant find anything! you would think that charity organizations would reply pple when they tr to volunteer right, but nooooooo. i havent got any replies yet from the few i inquired about! rawr. any one has any suggestions? yeah i think this is something i really wanna do! cos sometimes i feel like in med we are all in this little bubble of privilige and its so easy to lose sight of the greater society around us and i dont want to become inward looking and selfish because i know its so easy to just compare myself with those around me but yet they are just a microcosm of society at large and thats really a danger. and i know im spoilt and pampered and i dont deny that its hard for me but thats just it right? when its hard for you it means that the rot is starting so i really wanna learn to love more NOW! was thinking about how i can love those around me more and i guess i came to the conclusion that love takes practise so yeahh. will try harder! hehs. ok a very long post! but thats all! :)
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